ladi da
POSTED AT 02:41 PM

duskee

Was finally able to go back on field after a month of headache and brain-drying (meron ba nun?) paperwork.

I love it despite the fact that there was a storm and the winds were just too hostile. I love it despite the fact I am now riddled with rashes from my allergies. I love it depsite the fact that I have a gazillion insect bites again.

I was able to go to the beach after climbing the mountain too. Love my sun burn. Hate my dry skin.

 

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I'm not going next year. It's sad but I know I'll get there soon.

 

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I'm stuck on you and I hate it.

mistakes
POSTED AT 01:15 PM

duskee

It was wrong to stop you. It was wrong to let you.

It was wrong to say anything. It was wrong to keep my mouth shut.

It's wrong for me to stay afloat while I watch you drown.

It's wrong to hear my heartbreak as yours continue to beat.

It was wrong for me to break a heart that is not mine.

It is wrong to continue on this way, but wrong to give up on us.

Too many mistakes. Too much tears. Too little solutions.

Eagles falling
POSTED AT 02:31 PM

duskee

I helped arrange a Philippine Eagle rescue to Zamboanga today. I wish I were going too.

It breaks my heart to hear what happened to the other birds. My hands were shaking while I was on the phone. It's such a good thing that at least one was found by someone with a heart.

Eagles are falling from the sky. I imagine a future where eagles no longer soar.

I sigh with pain.

A future where the Philippine Eagles are no more is a future not worth looking forward to.

You may think I'm exaggerating. I don't know where this fire comes from either. But my job is not just something I do with passion, it IS my passion. This isn't just me barely making a living, it is [an integral part of] my life.


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Eagles are falling from the sky. I look down from above and I see I am falling too. I brace myself for the pain. I close my eyes and see the pit waiting for me. I hold on to myself and reach out for you. And as I approach the end, I find myself alone, watching eagles falling from the sky.

I'm a fan!
POSTED AT 04:11 PM

duskee

Count me in as a fan of Channing Tatum!

I know it sounds corny, and girls my age probably have better things to spend their free time on, but I am going to marry him. Sorry Will Smith, but he's a younger man! Hehehe

Step Up had great dance routines but in my opinion, the rest of the movie was kinda boring. And I think if actors other than Channing and Jenna Dewan played the lead roles, the movie won't work altogether.

But this post isn't a critique on the movie. It's about me professing that I am a Channing Tatum fan. And all those who say he isn't hot is either in denial or just stupid.

There.

And I promise the next post will reflect the true me.