Desperation
POSTED AT 05:30 PM

duskee

I don't know why, if I know better, I can't do better.

Tired
POSTED AT 07:02 PM

duskee

I'm tired of all this talk.

It's not that I'm not hurting anymore. I've just learned to live ignoring this pain.

Please, don't make it worse.

Scared
POSTED AT 07:34 PM

duskee

I know I've been warned. I know I've been asked to be open. But...

... I'm scared.

I don't think I can take much more of this. I'm pretty sure I can't.

I don't want to talk about it anymore.

Leave me be, or ask me to leave.

Lord, please don't test me in this. I will surely fail.