Announcement
POSTED AT 06:16 PM

duskee

It just has to be said...

I HATE THIS DAY.

Every year I hate it.

That's all.

Now back to your regular programming.

This thin thread
POSTED AT 09:47 AM

duskee

A parrot once told me that if I play with a piece of thread long enough, it would soon break.

The parrot was right.

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Right now, there's this thing that keeps hanging over my head. Well, monsters dangle it over my head. I don't want it there. It does not belong to me, but it haunts me every day, especially when my eyes are wide open. My nightmares are worse when the sun is out.

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It sounds cheesy, but I constantly feel, hear and see my heartbreak. And I'm afraid that the next time, I would give up and just walk away.

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How does one save face while answering the innate need to defend one’s self?

How do you confront your demons, when your demons walk in the light?

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My life is their inconvenience. My pain is their blood.

I don’t want to serve this purpose. But it seems I have no other.

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My life is that feeble piece of thin thread.

It’s been tugged and pulled, rolled and twisted, folded up, thrown away. They refuse to accept it and refuse to let it go.

Unfortunately, the parrot was right. The parrot was too right.

escape
POSTED AT 08:32 PM

duskee

i think i've reached the bottom. yet i have found a way to rise above it.

i just want out.