October 29th, 2009

..i walked inside a record bar,the first time in almost a year..i saw a compilation/singles release from Joy Division and i just saw a 2008 album release from the Verve..it seems i missed out a lot..

..downloadable songs/tracks can never replace hardcopies!! all i need is a job and lots of money.

..grey clouds up above,the sky seems so still..

..three weeks ago i was at my friends house practicing what he called "social drinking"..the evening news was showing a report 'bout a damaged dam in Pangasinan if i'm not mistaken,i told them why not build a reservoir instead of releasing tons of water on the people..makes sense to me..they say the dam is cracked/damaged and fucked so why wait for it to break into bits???then someone said(i really don't want to call him a dumbass,i'll just call him mr. shitty for some apparent reason).."mahirap gumawa ng reservoir,nakita mo ba ang taas ng lugar"his tone was pure contradiction to what i said as if i suggested something really absurd..i just kept my mouth shut..so that's it "mahirap kasi",we're just gonna enjoy the instant swimming pool on the streets,i remember during the downpour a frog was at our doorstep as if trying to get away from the flood and get himself at higher ground meanwhile the people-"HUMAN BEINGS" are frolicking in the water..seems to me mr.frog has a better brain than most humans.. 

..i really don't want to see mr.shitty again.